Just Like That, It’s Gone

I saw the woman crying as she left the office and thought, "There are few things as sad as seeing a woman sobbing as she leaves the OB's office." Two hours later, I was the one sobbing as I left. But, before the sobbing, there was lots of smiling and hugging. I took a pregnancy test on January 8th and it was positive. I found out later, I was probably only 3 weeks pregnant (or so). I … [Read more...]

How Much Longer?

How much longer will the first image of Mark that pops in to my brain be the one of him at the end? How much longer will Autumn be bittersweet? How much longer will I need my second husband to hold me while I cry for my first husband? How much longer will I wonder if I made the right choices? How much longer? … [Read more...]